Wednesday, June 23, 2010

the " good guy"

Shakespeare once said that we live in a world where the mad lead the blind... I completely agree.

Hello readers.

as you might have guessed I am not in the best of moods... The way in which I can describe to you why it is that I feel this way is complicated... but then again what is not... what is easy... No if you ask me we live in a world where as much as I hate to think it, you are on your own ( with the exception of God). In this world you must be cautious... Love too much and you will be let down, think too much and you will drive yourself mad etc.

What really pisses me off is that no matter who you are in life... you will eventually lose this game we call life. You get married, you die after, you get a job you lose a job... it's never ending. It is therefore why I ponder the whole being a good person thing..

I mean you be a good person.. the world will eventually bit you in the ass... This is no fair game there is no justice... So then I ask myself... why be the good guy. In business we know that good guys finnish last, and those who cheat, lie etc come out on top... I mean why must we take it, are we really happy? Then again... the happiness that you have... is it real ?

Upon my walk from P.V tonight these where the things running through my mind. As I blasted my music to try and calm me down... who would have thought that the lamb could over come the lion. .. I am lost in thought, and I truly thank God that I have such things as work and water-polo to take my mind off some things.

But I think I have an answer... and I think it brings me to a wall... Why be this "good guy"...simple. As Bob Marley once said right after he got shot. There is already enough of people trying to make this world a worse place than it already is.

Im am so sick of everyones bull that,that shall be my goal. To be that flicker of light in the dark. Amongst other flickers creating just enough light to keep the world from turning on it's side...

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

About fracking time

Hello readers

Damn... I don't even want to see how long it has been since I last blogged, however; I have now made the commitment towards myself, as to create a new Blog every month XD.

So well, since I have last written I guess I have achieved a whole new outlook on life in general. With exams being right smack dab in the middle of my (dear I say it) 19th birthday, I have come to realize that I as a person have indeed changed.

True the main aspects that make me, Well ME are still there, however; I feel like car re-painted, a child reborn. In saying so I wouldn't say that I have become I refuse to believe that, but when you pass a stool whilst reading the business weekly... you know you have reached a point of no return.

I am all for embracing the future; however I am also a “live now” kind of guy. In the sense that I have an idea as to what my future has in-store for me... but I am in no rush to get there.

So ok, yeah... I guess I had a shitty birthday, but I mean it was not all bad. Now that all my presents come towards me in a financial forum I have saved up enough cash to go to S.S and a few other places =) soo *shrug* not complaining.

All In all I would like to thank Chiara for coming to visit me and for the amazing chocolates, Karla for the phone call and of course my cookie toes Rose who stood sending me all the birthday love :).

Well readers that’s all I had to say that was of any relevance this Wednesday

I better go study some bloody more.... gahhh nine days of living as a hermit to go

Till then