Friday, July 30, 2010
The fresh smell of the salty,
The idea of a fresh start...
I sit here in my room after much thought and consideration,
as I ponder on the mysteries which seem to make up my life.
Why are we here?
and who are we now ?
why do I feel this when I should feel like that?...
It is a fact that this life of mine is still not yet in tact.
Tho I dream upon the day where I can just let things float away..
I sit here in my room,
and just let my thoughts lead me into a stray.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Damn... I don't even want to see how long it has been since I last blogged, however; I have now made the commitment towards myself, as to create a new Blog every month XD.
So well, since I have last written I guess I have achieved a whole new outlook on life in general. With exams being right smack dab in the middle of my (dear I say it) 19th birthday, I have come to realize that I as a person have indeed changed.
True the main aspects that make me, Well ME are still there, however; I feel like car re-painted, a child reborn. In saying so I wouldn't say that I have become dull...no I refuse to believe that, but when you pass a stool whilst reading the business weekly... you know you have reached a point of no return.
I am all for embracing the future; however I am also a “live now” kind of guy. In the sense that I have an idea as to what my future has in-store for me... but I am in no rush to get there.
So ok, yeah... I guess I had a shitty birthday, but I mean it was not all bad. Now that all my presents come towards me in a financial forum I have saved up enough cash to go to S.S and a few other places =) soo *shrug* not complaining.
All In all I would like to thank Chiara for coming to visit me and for the amazing chocolates, Karla for the phone call and of course my cookie toes Rose who stood sending me all the birthday love :).
Well readers that’s all I had to say that was of any relevance this Wednesday
I better go study some bloody more.... gahhh nine days of living as a hermit to go
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
The world is changing.... no I don't mean global warming, I'm talking about my world and the people that live in it.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
wow... I haven't blogged since summer... well it's 2010 and I am glad 09 is finally over.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
After celebrating Jeremy's birthday at Time Square today I went to p.v to meet someone and then since everyone was far away or home I decided to go home. Now I am here in my gym trousers and in my ac'd room typing away, as I have nothing better to do....
No one to msg
No one to think of
So on my way home during the light rain I decided to get out my problems solving box and with a direct line to my good pal God I began to ponder :P.
You know... This world is a funny place.
it's just filled with people all on a lifetime adventure to seek love...
People have different ways in seeking love, as they have different ideas as to how to obtain it, but yes... I believe that at the end of the day, we are all in the same race.
From start to finish people ( and I am talking in general here ) have different way's of
of acting towards it,
and some people well... they just try so hard to achieve it, that the block away the real love that was staring them right in the face.
The love that will never leave you.
The love that is all ways by you re side.
The love the understands.
The love that is beyond all love.
But.... this is not enough. No at least not for me .....
all though I know that I am indeed loved, and all though I know that with or without it I will still live
I feel the need to have another type of love.
A love the is tangible.....
So I sit here in my little room praying to God... that maybe
If it is his will. find me this love that I feel I need.
Till then I wait for God to act.
For I know that one way or another.... God will show me how to obtain, this love =)
Untill then I guess XD
God bless you all